urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalabird lalabird lalabird 2006-12-14T04:45:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalabird:8347 2006-12-14T04:45:56Z 2006-12-14T04:45:56Z it's been a while.. but obviously life has been "busy" of that's what you want to call it.<br />+i'm STILL trying to figure out xanga.<br />ANYWAYS, yep school is the biggest drag @times {{well at least the work part]// i feel bad for catt. THEY BROKE UP!<br />well at least she did. i know she regrets it but hopefully that'll all end up swell. GOSH IT's LATE! ah, who cares. <br />blaaa, this shit is always going down, i don't wannt to talk about it anymore. NOPE, not tonight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalabird:4097 2006-10-05T02:29:51Z 2006-10-05T02:29:51Z annie <3 i was ok. up till now. i just read his bloody e-mail. WHY?! did i do that??<br /><br />god! i know i just go all "sunken hearted" or something something.. i tend to TWITCH!** but oooomg. i'm so stupid. I am a »§Tøøpîd gîrl. i just don't know.. i like brigitte. shes NON BLONDE && yeah she's ok. um.. yeah, did i tell you i gave up on love? yeah.. well I DID. i "suddenly" don't get so worked up anymore about it or my PATHETIC crushes. i do.. still, unfortunately, but mostly just to feel even worse about myself; which i'm doing MORE of :O! yep yep yep. feelin' laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame as always. not so into the "mysterious" dude anymore cuz a)too immature-ISH and b).. abbey. <br />math dude is OUT OF THE QUESTION. but dowling dude. HE i can't get over. trying xcore to not make it obvious but all i can do is stare anyways. no matter what i'll always be the weird fat n ugly GIRL&gt;&gt;? and he'll be a smart but cute academic.. stud? ok.. maybe not. just STUDENT..!<br />so yeeeeeah. trying to cope.. he keeps makin me feel like shiot and.....<br /><br />that's it. for now.