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[Dec. 13th, 2006|11:26 pm] |
it's been a while.. but obviously life has been "busy" of that's what you want to call it. +i'm STILL trying to figure out xanga. ANYWAYS, yep school is the biggest drag @times {{well at least the work part]// i feel bad for catt. THEY BROKE UP! well at least she did. i know she regrets it but hopefully that'll all end up swell. GOSH IT's LATE! ah, who cares. blaaa, this shit is always going down, i don't wannt to talk about it anymore. NOPE, not tonight. |
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[Oct. 4th, 2006|10:20 pm] |
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i was ok. up till now. i just read his bloody e-mail. WHY?! did i do that??
god! i know i just go all "sunken hearted" or something something.. i tend to TWITCH!** but oooomg. i'm so stupid. I am a »§Tøøpîd gîrl. i just don't know.. i like brigitte. shes NON BLONDE && yeah she's ok. um.. yeah, did i tell you i gave up on love? yeah.. well I DID. i "suddenly" don't get so worked up anymore about it or my PATHETIC crushes. i do.. still, unfortunately, but mostly just to feel even worse about myself; which i'm doing MORE of :O! yep yep yep. feelin' laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame as always. not so into the "mysterious" dude anymore cuz a)too immature-ISH and b).. abbey. math dude is OUT OF THE QUESTION. but dowling dude. HE i can't get over. trying xcore to not make it obvious but all i can do is stare anyways. no matter what i'll always be the weird fat n ugly GIRL>>? and he'll be a smart but cute academic.. stud? ok.. maybe not. just STUDENT..! so yeeeeeah. trying to cope.. he keeps makin me feel like shiot and.....
that's it. for now. |
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